I tried to act as nonchalant as I could while I was preparing for the "online proposal", it was a little difficult to draw everything so quickly and to come up with a speech. Though I believe I messed up the speech as I would've said more, but what I can surely say is that I meant every word by the bottom of my heart, the moment I was asking her out, My heart was racing so fast, It felt like I was about to jump from a plane (in a good way - the excitement - the butterflies in the stomach) and my day couldn't have been ended more happier when Sam said "it's always been a Yes." I don't know if she meant it or not but it helped a lot. Though the proposal was online, but it didn't meant I didn't meant anything or it didn't mattered because for the author it did. Sam said everything cannot be perfect, but if I could do it again - I will add a more good and long speech, where I'll tell her how much do I ...... her, what do I ...... about her, How important she is to me, How her smile acts more stronger than a painkiller to me and How I view her as my partner already. I know Sam everything cannot be perfect, but I want to and I will give you everything as perfect as possible, not in a way that perfect is fake but in a way which depicts that you are so important that you only deserve perfect. Perfect in a way which shows that I care about you, Perfect in a way which shows I tried to give you the best, Because you deserve the best.